So Many Blessings

I feel so incredibly blessed at this time in my life, that it almost feels overwhelming. There is no way to really describe it. Yesterday I had the privilege of hanging out with a friend of mine (Joanna Butler) and just loved hearing her Godly wisdom and advice as a mother and on top of just getting to spend time with her, she is blessing me by making all of the bedding for the baby's room. She is going to teach me to sew and help with everything. I just realized after getting together with her how much God is blessing Brad and I. A new baby, a house that was completely unexpected, someone to make the bedding for the baby, all of our baby furniture being bought as a gift from my parents, working out all the delimma with my anesthesia class at school etc...It just goes on and on. I don't know I just feel like it is so much and that I am not deserving of all the amazing things that God is allowing in my life. I feel that with as much as he is blessing both Brad and I that my relationship with the Lord needs to improve. I was telling a friend recently how I just feel dry in my spiritual life, yet it seems that God is blessing me most as I work through this dry time. I have found that satan loves to use a busy week or day to keep me from spending time with the Lord. I am always saying "oh i will spend some time reading or in the word... after this or after that" and then it never happens. Needless to say I am thankful and feel so amazed at all the Lord is doing for us. Now I just need to find some rain for this dry time in life so that I once again feel fruitful and alive in the Lord once more.