First Thoughts

I am taking this idea from a friends blog. I thought it was fun. I am writing my first thoughts that come to mind on each topic.
i am: a wife and a mother
i think: cutting coupons and going to the grocery store are a lot of fun
i know: Jesus Christ as my personal Lord and Savior and am thankful for that.
i want: this is a dangerous one.. but most of all I want to live a comfortable life and have many children (4 or 5)
i have: many God given abilities and talents
i wish: I knew how to find time to be able to do everything I want to do in life.
i hate: when people make fun of other people or disabled people
i hear: Benjamin cooing in his johnny jump up and I love it.
i feel: rested and ready for a new day
i miss: my friend Bethany.. I am pretty sure I dreamed something about her last night
i fear: cancer
i smell: coffee... the best smell in the morning
i crave: brownies a lot
i search: for things all the time because I can never remember that "special" place I put them so I wouldn't lose whatever it is I am trying to find.
i wonder: what I am going to do about a job. I need to find one.
i regret: lots of things
i love: my Husband, Son, and family more than anything. I also love a nice dinner out with Brad.. its just fun
i care: too much about what other people think
i always: Brush my teeth.
i am not: hateful
i believe: in miracles
i dance: with Benjamin when Brad plays the guitar.. Benjamin thinks it is so funny.. he doesn't know I am an awful dancer
i sing: when I rock Benjamin... he doesn't know that singing is not a talent the Lord blessed me with
i cry: very rarely... last time was about 5 days after Benjamin was born and I experienced 1 real day of depression
i don’t always: do the dishes, clean the house, or do laundry like I really should. I let it pile up
i fight/wrestle: with not wanting to work and just stay home with Benjamin
i write: on my blog all the time
i win: very rarely... but I did win twice in one day at a dental conference.
i lose: things all the time
i never: want to study again.
i confuse: myself often by thinking to much about things.
i listen: to a baby monitor many hours a day
i can usually be found: with Benjamin or updating my blog ( i know it's sad)
i am scared: that I won't accomplish everything I want to do in life
i need: quality time with my husband and Benjamin on a regular basis- I really enjoy being with my family. I would rather do that than anything else. I require very little alone time.
i am happy about: finishing dental hygiene school.