Breastfeeding Lies...

Ok.. so I am not so sure about this breastfeeding and losing weight. Maybe I am the only person who doesn't lose weight while breastfeeding. I know all these people who have lost all their weight or are losing it because they are breastfeeding, but it is not working for me. I am a bit discouraged. I gained 30 lbs when I was pregnant and I am stuck at 10lbs pre-pregnancy weight. On top of that I want to lose 20 more lbs. (I just want to feel healthy and in shape) Right now I can't stand the way I feel. I have 2 weddings to be in this summer, and I have made it my goal to lose 20lbs by the first one, and the last 10lbs by the second one. Maybe it is unrealistic, but it is a goal and I will get as close to it as I can. For now I am just not convinced about this weight loss while breastfeeding...