In loving memory...

I wanted to make sure I posted something in memory of my best friend Bethany. She passed away 6 years ago on October 18th. I miss her dearly and that will never stop, but I know she wouldn't want to be back here on earth after being with our heavenly father. She was one of the most amazing people I ever knew with wisdom beyond her years. Last week I had a dream about her that really hit home with me right now. In the dream I was in a parking lot sitting in my car and she came up to the door (I had been waiting on her) and we were all excited to see each other. We were talking about Benjamin arriving and I said "I can't wait for you to hold him" and she looked at me and said "Lauren I already have held him" and then the dream just ended. I can't help but wonder how heaven works and wonder if there is any reality to that dream. I love the thought of her having held my son in heaven before I have even had a chance to know him. It was a comforting dream to say the least. Bethany will always be missed and loved.